I am now a full-time artist.
I officially retired from being a social studies teacher after 16 years of teaching and 15 years in the government service. It was not an easy decision, in fact it took me more than a year to weigh things and decide as I was passionate about teaching and social studies. I loved my job and my colleagues were awesome. But my health comes first. I do not wish to speak much about it, but here’s a hint – Klippel Trenaunay Syndrome, and its complications.
I am writing this over three weeks after going full-time. I am still doing some leftover tasks from my previous job while getting the hang of my new routines. Time seems more abundant, as long as I do not get distracted. The joy of doing what I love while taking care of my health more than ever before is real. I can now paint and sketch without worrying about coming to work the next day. Over the past weeks, I was able to do more plein air and join more painting sessions. I was able to read and study the art books I purchased long ago. I was finally able to update my website and even create more content to help people get more acquainted with what I do.
I feel overwhelmed about the things I was able to do within a short span of time. I wonder how things could have been if I did this long ago.
I have realized, however, that grit and discipline has become far more important. It is easy to get mislead by the idea that I am my own boss and I have all the time in world. The absence of a regular paycheck has its own risks and uncertainties, but I focus on what I can do. I just keep my faith up, stay focused, and grind. I know things will work out. For now, there is an unextinguishable fire that burns within – and that is to keep painting.
Sining ni Sing 